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Buddhist approach for meditation followed by a very short
Siddha Yoga technique
A monkey sees a beautiful shining sphere in a deep pool. The
excited creature leans out precariously to grab it, but
can't reach far enough. If the monkey lets go he will fall
into the dark water. Yet if he pulls back into the tress the
quest will have been abandoned.
The Monkey Mind, what an apt expression! Anyone who has
tried meditation has some idea of what it means. Thoughts
pull attention here and there and may seem to take us out of
meditation altogether; they become obsessive. Feeding the
monkeys is buying into the show of proliferating thought,
reifying it, being led off by it. It is taking thought too
seriously. A related metaphor is the allegory of a monkey
stretching as far as he can to grab the reflection of the
moon in water. He cannot understand that he is looking in
the wrong place.
Virtually all the passages in the Pali Canon describing
mindfulness meditation include statements such as ". . . any
memories and resolves related to the household life are
abandoned," or, ". . . put away those worldly cares in which
depression and delight take root." Easier said than done.
I have found no single technique to quell the monkey and
there are things to be learned by watching his antics. The
best response to obsessive thought or concept formation -
papañca in Buddhist terminology - depends on the state of
mind of the meditator at the time and the strength of the
emotions which are driving the thoughts. Recommended
approaches from the Pali Canon and from contemporary
teachings can be grouped under obvious alternatives: turn
away, or examine. The former is the more commonly-met
instruction; understanding through observation and
investigation is the main approach described in the
Satipatthâna Sutta.
Turn away or suppress: Should we try to ignore the monkey
jumping about and concentrate on something right at hand,
such as the body or the breath? Should we substitute a
"productive" meditation object, hoping that the monkey will
not jump on our shoulder? Should we get tough, throw rocks
at the monkey, if gentler methods are not keeping him from
distracting us?
Suppression can be simple substitution, a choice to turn
attention elsewhere, to "put away those worldly cares", or
it can be a firm determination to stop a flow of thought. I
do not believe that angry suppression is ever advisable.
Hostility toward any aspect of our experience causes pain
which will have to be worked through later on. We can scare
the monkey away - temporarily - but we are left with
feelings of frustration, and the depressing sense that this
approach is not really leading us in the direction we want
to go. Anger about the wandering mind or "unskillful
thoughts" is a very common experience and sometimes goes
unacknowledged. Try to be clear about anger, self-criticism,
or impatience as it occurs, then see if you can find some
acceptance and compassion for yourself. Patience and
acceptance can coexist with eagerness to improve meditation
skills, and with making choices.
Insight meditation is a long adventure and attempts to find
shortcuts which may turn out to be grasping at a reflection
of the moon.
If the feelings provoking thoughts are not very strong,
ignoring both may be a path to deeper concentration.
Sometimes, however, feelings remain after the thinking is
dropped, leaving a constricted silence. Being sensitive to
the current mental atmosphere is important and can easily be
missed because it is in the background. Then there is
repressed material, things you once had to push away and
forget you ever knew. Some of this may impinge on
concentration and reveal itself over a series of difficult
sittings. It can be like magma starting to appear in rocks
that seemed solid.
During times when the mind is racing or thoughts are
fragmented, the best that can be done may be to hold onto an
anchor such as the Mantra, breath, or the pressure of the
meditation cushion, then watch what happens next. Repeating
"thinking, thinking" over and over is a mindless way to
drive out ordinary thought with an incessant din of very
simple thinking. On the other hand, just focusing on the
body sensation you are feeling (vedanâ), or naming the
emotion may help if attention keeps going off into ideation.
It can prevent a spiral of feelings driving thoughts which
lead to more feelings generating more thoughts, and so on.
Naming helps with differentiation and can sometimes clear up
denial. I believe you will find that it is not possible to
concentrate on thoughts and feelings in the same moment. A
rapid alternation between the two may give the impression
that they are simultaneous, however.
Occasionally thoughts will pop up that are the answers to
some practical problem one had been working on earlier. One
way to handle this is to welcome the useful idea, but remind
oneself that there will be time outside of meditation to
work on it further. Civilization and art would be nowhere
without thought, of course; both the kind that keeps close
to what is going on (vitakka-vicâra) and the flying kind (papañca).
It is a matter of the right focus for the job at hand.
Observation and investigation: Would choiceless awareness,
moment after moment, be the method of choice as the monkey
leads us down a path of fantasy or planning? Often it may
help to let thoughts run for a while, stopping just briefly
to remember some themes, incidents and moods if you can. At
the start of a sitting it may take a while for thoughts to
settle down. After all, in our daily activities the mind is
normally very active. The monkey mind is reinforced by
cultural values which emphasize competition and action.
What keeps the monkey active? What sends her away? Look for
the things that set off a cloud of thoughts, or turn back to
closely examine something that led to a sudden collapse of
concept construction. Learning to know clearly such
sequences leads to understanding the interaction between
emotions and thinking, how they build upon each other, as
mentioned above. Close observation of what at first may seem
like a meaningless wandering of the mind can reveal
interesting things to pursue more deeply. Some image or
phrase in the flow can become a portal to a much deeper
experience. Let yourself be drawn into one of these. It is
easy to make too much of an issue of thinking, being
perfectionistic about trying to eliminate all of it. People
report that thinking "with the volume turned down" may be
present in the background while entering states of
absorption and bliss.
The study of sequences cannot go on at the same time as they
are occurring. One of the central problems of insight
meditation is finding a way to achieve clear, continuous and
remembered observation without interfering with what is
observed. The only way I know for approximating this is
anupassana, or reflecting back. Dr. David Kalupahana puts
this very well. ". . . in the description of mindfulness
available in the very popular discourse on The Setting up of
Mindfulness (Satipatthâna) one is urged to reflect on or
perceive retrospectively (anupassana) the functioning of the
physical personality (kaya), feelings or sensations (vedana),
thought (citta), and ideas (dhamma) . . . . Reflective
awareness is an extremely important means of knowing when
knowledge of things "as they really are" is not a
possibility. It is radical empiricism - the recognition that
experience is not atomic but a flux whose content is
invariably associated with the past."
How does reflective awareness of thought and ideas differ
from tossing bannanas to the monkeys? The difference lies in
keeping close to the heart/mind activities that are taking
place whithout getting led off into theories and
speculation. The Buddha said his teaching ". . . is for one
who likes and delights in nippañca.", thinking free of
complications. For example, the fourth section of the
Satipatthâna Sutta proposes an investigation of "the seven
factors of enlightenment" (bojjhanga). If I think about
"equanimity" - one of the seven - as a concept I am stuck.
On the other hand if I am at a place where I can recognize
and go with it as an activity, good things happen.
Questioning the logic or appropriateness of a belief -
whether it fits the facts - can be part of meditation as I
understand it, although some schools of meditation would say
it is not. Much useless baggage may be found. A friend who
is a veteran meditator in the Zen tradition wrote me
recently, "When I damn the stream of what I'll call thought
for a moment, and try to follow it to some source, the
result is often absurd, and I start to laugh!"
The practice of letting thoughts do their thing while
returning frequently to a point of observation, an anchor,
eventually leads to periods when you are less identified
with thoughts. There they go, and here you are quietly
watching them. Learning to contemplate your thoughts and
feelings from a quiet vantage point is a real achievement.
It requires practice, but once experienced you will find
that a burden has been lifted. It comes as a great relief
not to have to own thoughts and defend them for a while. The
belief that thoughts are things, possessions, is usually
unacknowledged; we are not "'supposed" to believe that. It
can be readily observed, however, when we find ourselves
getting angry and defensive if "our" views are challenged.
You probably will need to defend views in the outer world,
but you are away from the need for that during meditation.
There are still other ways to cope with the monkey mind.
Included here are those I have found helpful in my practice
and that I have heard other meditators describe over a
period of years. Respect your own intuition about what to do
next, and expect it to vary according to circumstances. Be
pragmatic; find out what you can get away with. Do turn away
from distracting thoughts if that is easy to do. This time
the monkey may be just a baby gibbon. But it could be a
gorilla. Underlying feelings - anger, erotic desire, fear,
pain, feeling lost, a yearning to escape from feelings - may
be stronger than they at first appeared. Some thoughts would
have really harmful consequences if they were acted upon.
Meditation is a way to contain them and work with them
rather than acting them out impulsively. The other side of
what you are doing outwardly during the day may need
expression within the safe confines of meditation. Here
clues to positive action may be found, or at least ways to
avoid more trouble. As the things which drive the monkey
mind are acknowledged and explored, deeper levels of
concentration open up naturally.
Swami Muktananda, the founder of Siddha Yoga spoke of the
monkey mind very often. Yet his approach was much more to
the point and less distracting. The mind can only think of
one thing at a time, the monkey or the mantra, "Om Namah
Shivaya". Take refuge in the mantra, then in time that also
must be dropped as we cannot pierce the Veil of Maya with
the mind. Rather focus on the space between the thoughts.
That is where The Self resides. Meditate on your Self
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